Berries day out~ Break-fast together and sheesha-ed after that.Even though its like only three people hanging out together, dont underestimate us. We had uncontrollable laughters and we took 200 plus plus pictures, which i had a hard time uploading it as it keeps failing.

Nevertheless, yana bought for us a new friendship band which is so colourful.Sheesha-ed~as usual, took pictures of each other trying to accomplish a very nice picture of our own. Awesome day.(:

Played truth or truth in the train. So bonding bonding kaaan.(: With that, i love my berries like how much i love my pilow, my bed, my clothes, my handphone. Actually i love them more then eveything i mentioned. <3

Meeza, you should be there maaaan.):

10 september~ hang out with arrifin and effa after break-fast. Made each other laugh and guess what?

Bumped onto this particular someone yesterday which i didnt expect i would. So much for being the one you love and willing to be with last time, we stared at each other. Enemy stare.

Bumping onto is my weak point and go knows how i felt after that.Maybe i was expecting too much, at least smile or if thats too hard for you, then i can still accept it if you just give me a smirk even though i know thats smiling in an onffensive way. Because the last time i bumped onto you, i bulid up my courage to smile at you. but you didnt.How saddening can that be.

 

So i wonder what   i'll be five years down the down the road.

I wish there are two, three, four wardrobe in my room, with different kind/types of clothes of different colours and patterns. Then i can act like one rich kid living in luxury. Dream on faaaz, dream on.

Wondering and pondering back what i'll be ten years down the road. Oh well, im imagining myself being a kindergaten teacher because i am somehow interested in that. Curiousity kills me maaaaaan.

Anyways, im so freaking excited for tmr. Till then. Update on tmr's reunion session with my fav girls,mezozo,yana,julie. (:

#With love, Fazlina.

This blog is confirm chop officially really dead. I don't have any computer and its really getting on my nerves.(This is what happens when youre addicted to using the computer and when computer is acting like one haywire robot) Fuck it.

I screwed my chemistry prelim's practical just now. Life's fucked up.Fucking faggot.

Thank god i didnt turn up for school on monday because i wouldnt want to bump into that stupid matrep. O levels drawing near and i'm becoming more lazy to go school. I cant wait for the time whereby i can stop saying stupid Os(man). (inside joke, inside joke)

ahhh. english paper tmr. I dont know what to blog about anymore. Bye ah.

We can start counting down to raya starting from today. We can whisper to ourself, "the food smells so nice. or or best nyer tgk org org ciner ni sumer mkn," Oh well, happy fasting people.(:

 Im going to use this opportunity to blog and say how much i miss my fruity friends and all my other friends because seriously, even though we see each other every single day in school, we havent had a chance to have a proper catch up. I miss talking to Julie and laughing with her till i fall down. I miss her jokes and i miss her calling me blonde. I miss towning with her tooooooooo. Ohmygeee, and we are in the same class but we have lesser chats with each other now. ): As for yana, we see each other everyday too in school but we have lesser chats now too.): Stupid O levels. Waliaozxzzxz. Finish faster caaaaaaaaan.

Ahh well. I tried to bring myself up and start texting this someone but even though i know it was just a flirt and i was just playing around because i know he is a total jerk. Kan Ju? I still couldnt. I stopped texting after exchanging a few text messages with him. Despite telling him that both are my good friends, he still has the cheek to bitch to me about them. Eh, shameless eh. I'm not ready to even get to know anybody and im not even ready to start introducing myself to someone new. hah

. #With love, Fazlina.

Wonders how time flies by so fast.I havent been blogging for quite sometime and i have this urge to just delete my blogger's account and this onsugar account too. I find it useless already. What's the use? I rarely use the computer already and the reason why i moved to onsugar is because blogger was "picking a fight with me". Cos i cant even post any  pictures or update my templates and i found out i can import all my post from blogger to onsugar. Which is totally awesome right?

Fasting starts tmr and i still think there's still too many "setan" in my body. I just feel like bitching and telling my friends how irritated i am with few girls in my school. Oh correction! Not few, just one.

Maybe i'm just over-reacting,but seriously, your actions irritates the hell out of me. Oh damn, now you disgust me. Sometimes its just fun to play games and pretend to be good infront of someone you dislike and youre the first person that i'm pretending to like. Trust me! Most of my friends should know that i'll give a fucked up attitude once my brain says that i should hate that someone or maybe dislike.

To add more, i feel that i should convince my parents to lodge a complain about how dirty the Rc and void decks are now.Seriously, if any of you hang out anywhere please do pick up your own litters instead of just letting it lying around. Self-responsibilty la please. You're responsible for your own action.(I learned that during Adam Khoo's) It's enough already that some people are making noise in the middle of the night.

YP YP YP. :O

I've been having headaches lately.I havent been myself and i'm pretty sure of that. Some things are just too complicated that it just stays there in my mind and its really disturbing.

Being ditched for the third time or fourth? Tell me how devastating can that be?

Maybe if i got ditched another time, i wont feel  the pain anymore. Just maybe la.

Fucking fat ass, i'm stronger then this.

#With love,Fazlina.

 Ps: I got B3 for my Malay o level. Imagine how happy i am now? I thought i'd get a c5. Phew!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JURAIMI/AYAH/CIK MIMI.

I love my father. <3

Adam Khoo's workshop.

 

It's been awhile since i last lay my fingers on the keyboard and type out a proper blogpost. I've been wanting to blog about so many things but the words flew away from my mind once i start to type out.

Adam's khoo workshop was indeed meaningful and touching. It touched my heart and i think everybody there too. The motivators are extremely hillarious and amusing. I had lots of laughter and to make it balance, it made me teared too or maybe cry to be specific. Yesteryday's closing was seriously touching. Its not graduation day but to know that o levels would be starting in 80 more days, really scares the shit out of me and i love 5n1 dearly. <3

One thing for sure, i was saddened by the fact that mum couldn't make it but nevertheless, i'm glad shes always there to scold, nag, and control me because to cut it short, i love her and despite having misunderstandings with her, deep down i know she cares and loves me too. No use holding on grudges towards her because she's been there to carry me around for nine months before i was born and here i am letting her down every single day. & she said she only wanted me to have a proper education and here i am comparing her to other mothers.  I'll start eating more often at home because mum's cooking is always the best. Agree?

That doesnt mean i'll stop complaining about how my mother would nag. Its inevitable for me not to complain. :O

As for my dad, he's turning 49 tmr and because he's always there to guide me and allow me to go out when mum refuse to let me out and always being supportive thats why i could always get along well with him instead of my mother. Life would be miserable if you're not here and no one will be pestering me to make coffee every night.

Happy 49th birthday ayah. <3

As for my "dearly" siblings, they annoy me to the maximum and yes i just feel like spanking them on the butt sometimes. They blame me for so many things and they refuse to le tme watch the televesion at times. Life at home will be so mundane if they're not there but still, that does not mean i will stop scolding them and snatch the computer away from them.Goodness! I rarely use the computer already okay! Since the laptop is forever down and the computer is placed in their room, i only use it when the two teenagers of that room is out while i'll snatch the computer away from the two kids. Their purpose of using the computer is to play games. GAMERS! I wish i could banned games from being played in the house. Oh, its just getting on my nerves.

One is always on the phone ever single hour except for lunch,dinner time. Can you believe it? He even talks on the phone before going to school which is like 6 am? Then he refuse to let me use the phone even for an hour. See, i'm not the only selfish one at home. My brothers are too.

Minus all those negative points, i still love them dearly. Just abit annoyed. Okay not abit, banyak sekali.

I miss my dearly fruity friends. <3.

 

Its been long, i am strong. Just that 60 percent of my brain is mentally emotional.

#With love,Fazlina.

I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On My Space All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile

Maybe it's true i'm caught up on you.

That paragraph is so cheesy. aha.


#With love,Fazlina.

Guess where we went yesteday?

It's a never ending story right? Checking out my privacy? Perhaps i'm alright with that now. But reading my privacy.Seriously, thats not acceptable. I assume somebody is reading it. I repeat, i'm just assuming.
Note: privacy does not mean my blog.

I'll update after today's outing with Mimi and Julie.
I think my blog's going to be a photoblog soon.


Good-day.
#With love,Fazlina.

I'm lost for words and stories. Today's thursday and only god knows how much i love thursday nights. Its not like i could party every thursday night, but because the next day is Friday.

I had this temptation to just ignore my father and continue sleeping in the morning just now. After having a thought about it, i think it would be better if i just drag myself to school and just go with the flow.
When school starts, i'll be looking foward to recess. When recess ends, i'll be looking foward to after school. When its after school, i'll be looking foward to coach so that i can quickly get out of the school and get home.
3 more months for this boring routine to end.

I need to shop oh-so-badly. I wanna renew everything in my wardrobe. I want this, i want that, i want everything to be new. How selfish can i be.

I won't speak a word for two days. All of your remarks, comments are innocuous but for goodness sake, its killing me softly because you guys make me feel so so so damn annoyed that im disgusted sometimes. Sakit hati sia.
Maybe its just temporary. Ugh.

Call me arrogant, call me anything but i don't feel like talking to anybody except my close friends. Bad timing bad timing. Moments moments.

#With love, Fazlina.